Archive for December, 2008

a little too late for that.

December 30, 2008 at 2:12 pm · Filed under friends and family, loved!, thinking

replies, as usual:

JOY–yes i miss you too…! hahaha (:

YIJIN–thanks for coming today dearest grandmummy! thank you for the gift too (: and you don’t have fats, so forget about fat transfer. (: of course i won’t forget you! Merry Christmas too! and a Happy New Year. (: whoopee!

LESBIAN?–yes, if you are small enough to fit in my pocket! (:

XUELING–the show wasn’t that nice. haha have you watched it yet?

MOYRA–retarded twin! (: i miss you too! haven’t seen you since bridging ended?

EMILY–ya you hugged me so many times today you crazy girl! (: hahahha.

Merry Christmas (though 5 days late for that) and a Happy New Year to everyone who is reading this. haha. thanks for those who came for today’s potluck, thank you those who went the extra mile to give me gifts and take super retarded neoprints with me (separate groups). thanks for bringing the food. thank you for the hugs and the laughter and all the crazy nonsense! thanks for making the effort to make me happy–i’m happy just by seeing you all.

the year’s gonna end and 2009 will be here in a day’s (and 2 hours and 3 minutes) time. prepare to say goodbye to 2008 and sing Auld Lang Syne (although i don’t really like that song).

still feel like singing Christmas songs but it’s a little too late for that. haha!

am i just feeling sentimental and pensive now?

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work that way

December 20, 2008 at 4:05 pm · Filed under bad feelings, friends and family, pictures and movies, thinking

life has been…good? fine, i guess. lots of stuff to do, just like everyday. i think i’ve gotten used to it.
replies to comments; as usual, i wait ’til the last minute.

from salty:
to Lesbian?–purple woman! i’ll invent purple cheese for you (:

to remaining anonymous–how different is the environment? is it a sec school? how are the students? (: okay i know i ask a lot of questions.

from abandon any:
to SEL–thanks. but i feel i should keep my promises!

to emily–yes i miss your tag! very much. you updated the blog already what. haha. i replied even longer. haha pelican outing no more already, so don’t need go! maybe next time when i’m stronger then i’ll try? and what do you mean by i abandon you?

to Yijin–haha, i doubt there will be much difference! (: and i am already called bamboo (tekko, which is bamboo in Hokkien–this nickname was given to me by none other than zhihao!), so no difference. yay i’ll be seeing you in… *counts. 2 days! no, 3. hahah.

and lastly,
to HuiMin–wormsy mummy! what’s with the sudden declaration? haha. yay i’ll be seeing you soon!

it’s been 14 days since i last updated, which is a full 2 weeks! hoooooooray. okay, dunno what’s the big deal, seeing that my blog has already gone dead. anyway, i went to watch Twilight on 19/12/08, one day after it came out. i didn’t particularly enjoy it (critics, you say…). it’s too compressed. the book is still better. anyway, if you’re dying to know how it is, go ahead.

it’ll be 22 days to the day i leave…less than a month, yet it seems far. ready to clobber me now?

i kind of feel guilty that people are sad because of me. it isn’t supposed to work that way.

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abandon any

December 6, 2008 at 8:40 am · Filed under books, friends and family, thinking

here i am, updating again. to be honest i’m starting to get bored of my blog and i don’t know why. got some stuff to share, though.
firstly, my braces have been taken off! next week i’ll get my retainers. i think i look strange without braces.

next, i don’t know why but i have little interest in going out (no offence). as in, there is just about nothing to do outside. maybe i’m just becoming even more antisocial. but don’t worry cos i think this is only temporary–the feeling should go away soon.

third, i’m thinking of becoming a vegetarian. today we went to Sheng Siong supermarket and then my dad bought a fish. as if its agony of not being able to breathe is not enough, the guy just had to scrape off its scales. gosh! however my sister advises me against it cos meat has nutrients that i would never get if i only eat vegetables. so, is it advisable?

(i feel like i’m writing bao4 zhang1 du2 hou4 gan3–shou3 xian1, qi2 ci4, zai4 ci4…)

fourth, we bought a Vaio laptop at Singapore Expo the other day. my dad, predictably, is and has started using it. so his old laptop has been passed to me! well, college isn’t like primary school, after all…i’m sure you get what i mean.

fifth, i’m recommending Tess Gerritsen! she writes medical thrillers. maybe Biology students will be interested? i just finished Harvest, her first medical thriller, today and it’s pretty good. the storyline was good and some parts were really unexpected. so if you’re bored and/or looking for new authors, here’s one for you. try The Sinner also.

word count: 279. okay random.

have any idea what i’m scared about when i go there? it’s not about how i’m going to get used to the new environment and stuff. i know i’ll face ‘four seasons’ in a day, Westerns all around and–of course–racism against Asians. yes, i’m okay with all that. there’s nothing wrong with us, so they’ve got the wrong impressions, frankly. i keep telling my friends that i won’t forget them, i’ll always come back to visit, i’ll always be their friends…but what if i change along the way? what if, somehow, i abandon any of them along the way? that is what nags me. and i’ll be Stacey, The Girl Who Can’t Keep Promises. this sucks. well, here’s the deal. i’m of course willing to keep in touch with those who care (you know who you are). but i’m not going to bother with any of those who don’t. it’s a waste of time, isn’t it, if i try to be nice with people who don’t bother? i’ll save my time for those who care. so that’s it.

i sound really uncompassionate. sorry.

are you in Heaven now? i still can’t believe you’ve gone.

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