hello again. now in Carlton Library. parents are right beside me so have to be extra careful in what i’m writing or they will see. i hope they won’t see my url or…

anyway, life is kind of complicated right now and i have no idea how to explain, particularly when i’m in a public place. but it’s better than having no Internet. yes laogong, i know you want to box them for being so slow but you can’t. maybe i would like to box them too but i can’t. i wouldn’t know.

there’re lots of people here with dogs, retrievers and collies and everything. there was a heatwave last week (Wednesday to Friday), with temperatures soaring to 45. scary? yes. and today is a hot day, the hottest forecasted to be 44. but i think it will go slightly higher. hey, be thankful. it’s not 50 or something. (:

actually, making friends is kind of hard again and i don’t enjoy myself in school unless the lessons are interesting (typical of me). MY PARENTS MUST NOT SEE THE PREVIOUS STATEMENT OR THEY WILL PROBABLY BOX ME AND SAY I’M UNGRATEFUL. but it’s better than when i started in 3E2′08 because the lessons weren’t interesting at all. (no offense–don’t tell the teachers! i enjoyed Mrs Chan and Mr Mukmien’s lessons, as well as Mr Tan’s, in the short time he was teaching us Chemistry. actually all the other teachers were okay. oh what am i talking about?) cliques are all around and you rely on yourself–if you don’t have solid friends like me–or your friends–if you have any.

i do have people that i occasionally converse with, but they have their own lives. i mean friends, sorry. my brain is screwed. girls are really chor lor in PLC. there are a few in my class who enjoy sitting with their legs wide open and letting people see what’s underneath. how indecent, even if it’s a girls’ school. there are male staff. and the really loud ones like to say the f word really loudly. and most of the girls are really insensitive. one of the mornings (i think it was just this week on Wednesday), my sister and i, with a big fat bunch of other girls, were walking through the gate. in this case, it would be natural to hold it open for the next person coming through, but the girl in front held it open for her two friends and when she saw me coming she just let it go and walked away, letting the freaking thing slam into my face. bitch? i don’t think she’s the only one in that school. it’s supposed to be a nerd school but somehow it isn’t. it’s not haising. and haising is not even a nerd school. their English is horrible (seriously, no offense). i have this class once every two weeks–Health. it’s PE but it’s theory. so we don’t play games, but we sit down and analyse what is health. pretty fun if you ask me–it gets you thinking. so i had that class on the first day of school. we were told to write down our definition of health. there was this girl who didn’t know how to spell ‘mental’ and she declared it really loudly and had no shame at all. she spelled it as ‘mentle’. nice, eh? and there was another who wrote ‘the state of someone’s wellbeinging’. tell me what is wellbeinging. MY GOODNESS. it just makes you want to faint.

on a personal level, zhihao, i’m sorry but i can’t continue flute education. (that sounds cheem) i wanted to join one of the bands and the Director of Music, Mr Squibb (tell me how funny his name is–sadly he bears no resemblance to a squid), said that it is compulsory to get lessons if you want to join band. *@!#$%^&. seriously…! and the lessons are expensive. but look on the bright side. i may be getting a second-hand keyboard so i won’t waste my years of playing the piano (as if i play well).
emily, how is pelican? send him my regards! oh, just kidding. anyway, how horny can you get? i thought you were really horny already. how is SBS and mr sim? bet you still love your two husbands! and nooooooo you didn’t have to get a Livejournalzzzzz. ): i think i’ll create the account when i get the Internet at home.
pork, carry out self defense! don’t be molested. that’s gross. HAHA. okay random. self defense!
laogong, yeah, you can be Romeo! i can be Juliet. unfortunately i’m not beautiful enough. did you know they fell in love with each other because of their looks? super funny. please don’t kill yourself with poison!
lesbian, HIIIIIIIII. hahhaha. how’s school? fun? you’re like me, learning the same stuff over again (i’m currently learing Surds). well anyway, i wish you didn’t drop art, cos you’re really the artsy type. serious! i can’t imagine you listening to mdm zaibon about POA. and i definitely can’t see you sitting in front of the computer doing accounting. strange.

did i miss anyone out? nope? well, hope all of you are well and enjoying band/ your CCAs. which reminds me, i still have no CCA. thinking of rowing. hahahha. i am so not sporty. can i just kill myself? i’d rather do running. ): after all, we jog almost every day.

i just feel like i’m not good at anything. currently, future careers i am thinking of are forensic/ criminal psychology and writing (BOOKS). just can’t make up my mind. i think i shall do both. i wonder if i can stand seeing all the gross stuff. maybe if i can’t, i shall do disturbed people psychology, if there’s such a thing. after all, i think i AM disturbed.

enough crapping. can anyone send me a picture of how they look like? sorry, i just felt like asking. it’s not like i’m forgetting all of your faces, but you know, seeing too many Westerns will make people crazy.

i have promised myself that if next year, a new girl comes to my class, i will be sensitive towards her and help her as much as i can. because i’m mature (:

just kidding. about the mature part.