Archive for June, 2009

and functioning

June 24, 2009 at 11:56 am · Filed under bad feelings, thinking

emily: why would you want to be a cute and crazy old woman? isn’t it nicer to be a nice sane little girl? haha thanks, but you’re not stupid!

xueling: everyone never does their homework during the holidays. yup, i’ll tell you.

huimin: HELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLO back! oh no you haven’t finished your homework too? oh well. depends. sometimes i have quite a lot, sometimes pretty little. (: i miss you very much too! we need to catch up. haven’t talked to you for 1000 years.

got a comment from an unknown person and now i am feeling really worried, not because i don’t know him. i just feel puzzled and confused over what he wrote and i read the post where he commented but i don’t know what he doesn’t like that i wrote. i’m leaving the pending comment for now and i’ll probably get back to it some other time–not that i’m reluctant to approve it but that i don’t understand what’s going on. that post was a year ago! maybe i am overreacting, but…

i know comments from unknown people do not always have to be positive and cheerful and saying that i have a nice blog and all that. but this is really bewildering.

should stop frowning before head starts aching.

it’s work experience week. been pretty fun and very interesting to learn about biology. like how people need copper for development and functioning and that cancer cells are like embryonic cells when they break away and move to other parts of the body.

i will tell you more soon.

my third and fourth fingers on my right hand are slightly swollen. could it be the chemicals we’ve been using? but no one else seems to be having this. maybe it’s just some random reaction.
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i am very, very, very puzzled.

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can’t stop.

June 21, 2009 at 12:37 pm · Filed under bad feelings, school and homework

from yijin’s blog i see that tomorrow will be the last week of holidays for all of you. yes?

replies:
EMILY: oh, i wish i could repair your brain! so you won’t be so mad. yes, cute babies!

XUELING: you’re nuts. i’m rarely online. i don’t think weixuan really scolds people…or that daniel is the second zhihao. for one thing, he’s left-handed. can’t imagine you laughing and trying to play the clarinet!

YIJIN: oh well, what to do? i’ll try. you sent me so many requests! don’t mind if i take my time replying them okay? thank you granny!

ZHIHAO: hey. how’ve you been? wow, busy…DSA? all the best! i’m sure you’ll get in. take care too!

CANDY: you sound like you’re really high. hmm. producing babies. what are you, a factory!? haha. like there’s no tomorrow? ): there will always be tomorrow unless the sun and the earth die. ah sad. homework.

LAURA: hello. thanks for reading! i’m not really sure about 2 colours together on braces because i always had one every time i went for tightening. but hey, pink and green should do fine (: you have time to experiment all you want, so don’t be scared about taking colours that may look weird i suppose. have fun! your teeth will look nice in the end.

it’s work experience next week. pretty excited but nervous. for one thing, i’ll be doing cool stuff like looking at DNA or something and analysing water samples from Gardiners Creek and some Chemish also. i have the letter that the employer gave me (oh yeah, i’m going to be paid $5 a day) but i’m too lazy to take it out; stick my butt to the chair and that’s all.

i feel scared cos the stupid university campus is so big. *&;%$#@ thankfully i got my parents to drive me to see where i should go last weekend. so i know i won’t be lost or anything. and i was feeling scared because i didn’t know anyone who would be going for the same placement as me (because this placement was part of the extension programme that i got chosen for) and what if i go there and find there i don’t know anyone who’s part of the same placement?

oh well. i know someone who’ll be going there too. she’s in my Math class. no worries.

how have the holidays been? seems a bit stagnant for some of you. it’s always stagnant or choppy. oh what am i saying.

i have work experience next week and then 2 weeks of holiday. fun.

everyone should have 4 days of work/ school and 3 days of weekend. then everything will be balanced out. but if we had 3 days weekend no one would treasure weekends anymore.

i sound a bit nutty. do you think so?

have been feeling angry towards 2 classmates, but i’m not going to bring those 2 incidents up or i’ll be cursing them like mad here.

sorry that i’m a stupid complain queen. i feel pretty angry nowadays. thankfully not to the point where i will start shouting at people and then start crying and can’t stop.

okay. i am very angry now. NOW. i hate it when someone tells me to shut up.

go away. don’t tell me to shut up.

you never let me help you and you get angry with me. go away! i can’t be bothered with you.

GO AWAY. STAY AWAY.

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big spaces

June 4, 2009 at 12:27 pm · Filed under friends and family

i should update before xueling cyber-murders me. hahaha.

emily: why don’t understand? you’re living on Mars! or Jupiter. haha. need me to help you repair your brain? i will reply to your emails asap! you sent so many!

xueling: yes, cool classmates! melanie is quite pretty. she’s super comical. haha, yes. you’re right! humorous people in the smart group! i’m not playing flute anymore. apparently if you want to be in a band you need to take lessons for the instrument that you will play in the band, so…i’m only taking piano now. yeah i’m in the smart group. haha. although i’m not really smart but oh whatever. eee wearing a blazer is not fun although it looks better than wearing a jumper. haha. suddenly the haising uniform seems so simple. no tie or tights. or blazer. good for you! what are your marks? sheesh you like mr njoo? he’s so horny. wow. zariel got ‘promoted’. that’s good. weixuan got scold people or not? i can’t imagine. oh well. haha.

CANDY: everyone agrees! would be fun to be mixed. it’s cool. sheesh, haising blue tights?

Lesbian?: hello! haven’t heard from you for long. how’s life? yeah you sound old! haha. but i suppose it’s better than sounding immature and kiddy. not that you sound immature and kiddy! (: waiting for your email!

Yijin: yeah they have a farm. it’s cool (: aren’t they always burying everyone with homework? haha. i can’t imagine hot weather now. so used to autumn.

i haven’t realised that i haven’t blogged for almost 2 weeks. oh well. just finished exams. this time only the studying was crazy. the exams were okay.

just created facebook. hmm. it looks weird. i feel like sleeping now.

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my dad just came back from buying eggs (i know, how strange at 10 at night). when i opened the door, he was smiling and waving at someone. turned out to be the baby next door. haha. so cute! oh well. all babies are cute.

cute baby.

anticipating the next episode of Desperate Housewives. one of them is bound to die.
i sound sadistic.

sorry for the big spaces, i’m just tired.
what makes it worse is that no one is online. as in, no one close.
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i was looking forward to seeing people online. oh well. i figure everyone is buried alive with homework.

sleepy.

sorry.

getting bored.

got music performance next tuesday. going to be assessed. bah.

4-day weekend and no homework, all ahead of me.

jealous?
oh well.

adieu.

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