Archive for August, 2009

absolutely mad.

August 23, 2009 at 11:41 am · Filed under friends and family, school and homework

replying:
emily: haha, but you don’t play the piano. haha, yeah. thank you! *hugs and kisses back*

first top fan: haha thanks!

xueling: hello. thank you! yeah i saw your email. (:

zhihao: don’t be insulting. that’s not fair. i’m going to stretch my fingers and make them longer. then you should sponsor me!

thank you for the cards and the present. especially to emily! she deserves double the thanks that everyone gets. also to selene, xueling, candy and moyra. lots of love!

it is only about 3 more weeks of school. i hope i can pull through! i’m going absolutely mad.

we have to choose our next year subjects soon cos we have to hand in the forms on friday. daddy is pushing us to study science, particularly medicine. of course we’re going for sciency careers. i’m going to study biology on my own because he wants me to do music in school.

(i have trouble hearing the lower part in a melody OH DEAR)

i threw a grape at my brother cos i got agitated with him. don’t try it.

awesome news: we’re coming back soon. do not ask more, will tell you by mass email okay?

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for some reason

August 12, 2009 at 9:35 am · Filed under bad feelings, friends and family, school and homework

emily: i think of a lot of things…but yes i think of you.

zhihao: that’s good. can’t say much about anything…it’s normal i suppose. what year is your friend in? i might come back during january because then it would be the summer holidays. and no you didn’t but i know now. congrats!

forget the last post. it was only me being crappy and unreasonable and hurling insults at everything that stood in my way.

well, things haven’t been so nice. i feel sad that i’ll probably not be playing Ravel for exam anymore ): I LIKE RAVEL. why are my fingers so short. and my hands so small. now i have to play Bartok because it’s the easiest. it’s not that i don’t like Bartok. ): i thought i was going to cry in the music room. thankfully i didn’t. or it would have been very embarrassing. well, i suppose it IS a lot easier. cos it’s full of patterns and repetition and no ‘musical letters’ of Hadyn’s name or strange chords that don’t seem to make any sense to immature me.

)))))))):

sorry.

year 10 had PIP (Participation In Politics) yesterday and today. pretty fun. we got divided into different parties (some were in media–to write articles and act as paparazzi–and pollster–to conduct surveys and predict the winner) and we got to create a campaign and make policies on how to solve problems like street crime and vote and all. i was in the ALP (Australian Labor Party). the others were Liberation Party (Lib/ Nat), Rainbow Coalition and the Greens (as you can guess, environmental issues. however they were going around scattering random bits of green paper with a leaf drawn on each to promote their party which made people wonder if they were really trying to help the environment). anyway, the Liberation Party won. congrats!

i don’t understand why i can’t Bluetooth pictures to the computer. WHY! i need to finish my report. *&^%$# what on earth. in case you’re wondering, it’s a science report on a decomposition experiment we did last week/ last last week. i did mine on apples. you’re not going to want to eat apples for a long time unless you don’t mind seeing gross stuff (like me). the mould is furry. pretty cool.

i think there’s something wrong with my computer. -.-

this year, the birthday celebration will be split in half. this friday, we’ll bring our friends over directly after school for dinner. then on saturday evening it will be the other people that we’ve known since we came here. we could have used the Uropa function room but my dad said he wouldn’t be able to keep the food warm. initially he wanted to go over to our school on friday and then we can celebrate in school but there was no suitable place to celebrate so we thought we should just bring our friends back home. i’ll try to take pictures with them so you can put a face to the names i mentioned before.

yay my mummy’s going to help me with the Bluetooth thing. haha i can Bluetooth the pictures to her computer later. my mummy is always so nice.

sorry that was really random.

i’m bored because the report is all i have to do but i can’t do anything because i’ve typed up almost everything and i need the stupid pictures! ahhhhhh.

i woke about 6 today. my sister had to go for camp and she had to be in school by 7 because they were going to the 12 Apostles and so my dad said he would drive her and told me i would be going to school the same time and i went ‘what? i’m not taking the tram?’ and he said ‘don’t be so ridiculous!’ so i reached school at 7 and sat there outside the classrooms leaning against the lockers eating bread and reading after that.

my laptop battery stands at 43%. it was almost full just now! see how much i have wasted only because i can’t Bluetooth the pictures. -.-

it is currently 5.33 pm at your side. for some reason i’m thinking of band practice.

40%.

i should stop crapping before you fall asleep. i’ll blog more interesting stuff another time.

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think of the fireworks.

August 10, 2009 at 7:48 am · Filed under bad feelings, school and homework

here’s to…

yijin: thank you! yes definitely. no one will ever be able to answer it. /: i don’t like doing past test papers…how was the mock exam? was it hard? oh dear! i hope you’ll do well for prelims! =)

emily: i’m not smart-smart, but that doesn’t mean you’re not smart. maroon is dark red, so yeah, i think it counts! i’ll always be busy. if i have nothing to do i make myself busy. maybe, i suppose.

first top fan: you’re so random…!

hilary: that’s good. if not you’ll be working your butt off like jermain! maybe, in january. but i’m not confirmed yet.

huimin: mr njoo is very sick right? got meiosis and mitosis right? and chromosomes. yes, genes are cool!

candy: so random! it was just a thought.

it’s been 2 weeks.

soil and water is more important than goods or money. why study economics? why not geography? soil and water is more solid than money. they remain. money doesn’t. money can’t buy irreplaceable things. nature gets eroded and wiped away by stupid money. is money a nice sight? i’d rather be sitting on rocks and looking down at the world. not on piles of paper that could become worthless anytime. nature was what was here way before anything. way before money or goods.

the word ‘economics’ doesn’t even sound interesting enough.

i feel like i was at this point before, where the path forks. that was in sec 2. choosing between history and geography. i was doing so badly for SBQs and SEQs that anyone would have fainted at my marks. so naturally i wanted to do geography (no matter how much i detest human geography). but everyone was all, ‘do history!’ the 3 older people in my family: parents and sister. it was like being in the middle of two conflicting worlds. around me i had classmates planning to study geography, but everyone in my family (that included cousins and all) had studied or were studying history. eventually i called my closest cousin and she said i should do what i want to do. so i did geography.

i am in the same dilemma again. i don’t understand why i can’t do geography! i don’t care about consumer behaviour. i’m not so interested in people. honestly. it’s so ironic that i’m thinking of studying psychology.

why must i be angry over you? you tore my file. no, i’m not angry because of that. you’re just so insensitive. why apologise 5 times when you’re going to do the same thing again? i told you i didn’t want an apology. you’re just plain annoying. you correct every little thing i do from what i say to how much margarine i take to spread my bread. what is wrong with you? stop telling me what to do. you’re bloody unreasonable and i’m not talking to you. half the time you think i’m deaf. and you enjoy speaking in annoyed tones and then claiming you’re not annoyed. what is that?

no one has to shout to be heard. but obviously the world doesn’t have ears these days. it needs bloody megaphones. it needs a slap. WAKE UP!

i could break a wall but i know i’ll break the bones in my hands before a wall falls.

why promises? it’s all empty words on a script that everyone has rehearsed for 6000 times.

i’m sorry for the angry post. don’t say anything. because really, i wasn’t angry until the above mentioned came along.

hope you all had a nice national day and a good holiday. think of the fireworks.

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